i wroteyou

so many drunken letters 

that i never sent

once i push the thoughts ofyou

out of my head, they are gone 

forgood

i keep the letters in case 

i must remember

but trust meyou're not special

all responsibility

is gone >>>

push out to make room 

for the trivial 

exponentially less 

important thoughts

done is school

done is bills

done is me

done isyou