There is no hiding from you, or anyone. I wear my emotions on my face; it says it all even when I can't.

The feelings flow into my face and freeze there. I am unable to move my lips, nothing except my stomach which twists and spins around my chest cavity.

I say and do nothing, but you understand the words I express. I know nothing for certain, just the lies I tell myself so that I can sleep at night.

I never sleep.

No matter how many times I practice what I will say, the end will result in no sound, just a look. I wish that you can read it. 


I will go to bed early so that the sleeplessness will not disguise the words that I wear.